Happy is just one of the many words to describe my feelings for today. I went to meet Lester to go study. We headed to West Mall to study, but we ended up talking and after about an hour, we completely lost focus. So we went to vivocity because Lester wanted to buy christmas present for his sister. We had lunch there too .
We came back to West Mall after that and we decided to study for about another hour and a half.
Alot of secrets was shared throughout this time and we had a sort of friend "bonding" time. Very enjoyable and joyous time.
Reached home at about 6pm.
Tommorrow is christmas eve , so fast time passes.
"Time waits for no man" , so true....
On the 26th in the morning I will be leaving singapore and will only return on the 29th, so dont get angry if I never reply messages or answer calls, I dont wanna blast my phone bill.
Hmmmm.... I really like you, just dont know how to tell you this, but, I just cant be with you. No matter how much I want to be, I just cant.
I hope you dont ignore me. But I decided that I will keep it a secret . Only one of my true friends know my feelings. I hope noone else will know, or else my reputation will be tarnished permanently..

TIRED!!!

Yesterday too tired to post. This is what happened :
At about 11am I went to work , my cousin follow me to help .
Went to paint a 2-storey bungalow house =.="
The house is like so damn big, the owner still say we need to finish painting that day or else we dont get paid. What a cheap idiot.
He paid us $15 per wall. So my cousin took the second floor and I took the first floor. Luckily the owner already help us move out all the furniture lols.
We painted till 6pm ..=.="
Finally we were done!!
But for all our hard work, we got only paid $120 each..
But nevermine lols. At least the owner happy with his new house color and paintjob =)
After that we went to go eat dinner ( After washing up of course)
I only went home at about 8+ . Then still damn tired..
Note to self :
Never make fun of construction workers again.

Today is a very happy day !! =)
Me and my dad went to buy my christmas present !!
PSP Go.
IT was like damn expensive .. $499 .
Then still must buy prepaid card so that can download games lols . The card cost another $50.
So all in all came up to $549. WOW so expensive..
Thanks dad!
Now finish charging already, so Im downloading games right now. Too bad I dont have enough prepaid cash to buy my favourite game : WWE Smackdown Vs Raw 2010.. Sad
Now downloading God of War : Chains of olympus. Hope its fun!

Just came back from night cycling, damn FUN!!
Cycle the whole night. From East coast cycle to tampines to pasir ris then cycle to changi village.
I saw alot of gays at changi village. Damn funny lols, but cannot comment or laugh at them, later sir scold .
Then whole night , me, nicholas and melvin cycle with each other.
Then I fell on melvin while cycling because somebody suddenly turn, so I turn also then crash into melvin . I lucky got only a few cuts, poor melvin... Got so much bad wounds...
Rest of the night very fun.. Hope can go again sometime..

So boring at home , I just keep blasting music from the computer , then my neighbour knock the door and ask me to turn it off, I just ignored her . lols
Now nobody at home.. Finished watching southpark already, so very boring.
20 more days to school, very scared for next year.. Everyone keep saying that sec 3 is the toughest time of the whole 4years in secondary school. Just keep frightening me....
I never even studied properly during this holiday. Wasted all my time being addicted to computer games ....
Sometimes I really hate myself. So bledy pathetic....
At least the holidays are coming to an end and time is finally catching up...
11 more days to christmas ...
Can't wait to go overseas with my 3 cousins lols.
NO PARENTS, NOBODY TO TELL ME WHAT I CAN OR CANNOT DO!!
That 3days is gonna be great!!!
But after that already must be serious and focused on studies so cannot enjoy for long... sad ..
Miss all my friends, some of them i never even see since the holidays started. Wanna go out with them ... But they all so lazy... Only wanna play computer games.....
I can win an award, The Guy With The Most Boring Life...

Just another lonely day...
As boring as ever. I seriousely can't wait for school to start, just can't wait to see all my friends again.
And most of all, I CANT WAIT TO GROW UP!!!
People say time passes quickly, my opinion?
Time does'nt pass quick enough.
I wanna graduate already, go to poly...
GO FOR NS!!!!
Just can't wait.....
Studied biology this morning after breakfast for about 2hours, then so tired, so took a nap. Studied Additional Maths for another one a half-hours before eating lunch.
I wish time would just pass faster..
Its so DAMN sickening!!!
Wont be around this christmas becauase my cousins wanted to take me to Malaysia.
Can't wait for it!
Another reason for time to pass faster !! LOL!!

I wonder what its gonna be like sometimes...
After i grow up..
Working life...
Just can't wait to find out haha!!
Hope all my friendships will last till that time.
Won't wanna forget anyone from secondary school!!

So far this is the only photo that can describe my feelings. I really want someone to hold and say " I love you " to...
Its so lonely..
I just can't help this feeling, but I know I should be concentrating on my studies right now. So I will try to overcome this feeling and just move on .