Feeling sick for the past week, finally it blew today.
Could'nt even wake up. Went to see doctor, he said I had a severe sore throat and a high fever. What a spoiler. Now only feeling a little bit better.
Stuck at home bored, nothing to do but just watch tv and play computer games.
Cant even bledy eat proper food, must eat soup and noodles only... =.="
I hate it ...
Some more school gonna start, I can't miss the first day of school.

Back to Singapore......

AHH!! Why must come back?!
Had so much fun with my cousins and uncles, I can say that this is the best christmas ever. This is what happened :

DAY 1 :

Eldest cousin drove me and my other two cousins to malaysia in the morning.
Reached the hotel at about 12pm, then we checked in, immediately went for swimming after that lols. Uncle Joe called my eldest cousin , then we met them at their hotel. We stayed in Hotel Equatorial , they stayed in Mahkota hotel. Major Difference.
After meeting all my malaysian uncles, aunties and cousins( There was about 20 of them) ,we headed out to eat dinner. After dinner we parted ways and went back to the hotel and slept.

DAY 2 :

Woke up early to go to church. Met Uncle Willie and Auntie Delingo at church, went to eat lunch after that at some coffee shop, food sucks ..
Met Uncle Joe and the rest , talked for awhile and parted ways. Went to the gym with cousins after that, sweated like hell lols, but good excersise. Later on we met Uncle willie, Uncle Joe and the rest to go eat dinner at the portuguese settlement, the houses there was so beautiful, they used neon lights and scaffolded figures to decorate their houses for christmas , damn nice.
Food was also damn nice. After dinner , went to chit chat with Ashwyn and Pareen ( my cousins from malaysia ) , around the beach , they were talking to me about their problems, some of it was really sad.... It seems they got like 9 A's in their Final year exams, yet they did not get into a good college all just because of the bumiputera policy in malaysia, which states that all malays in malaysia gets the upperhand and an advantage even if they do not do well in exams, or any other things like: buying houses( they get subsidee from government) , Getting jobs , and etc..
Very sad....

DAY 3 :

Woke up late, straight away hit the showers and ate breakfast with my cousins and uncles. We went home early as my cousins needed to go to the army camps the next day to get to work. So we said our final goodbyes and hit the roads.
Reached home at 2pm , quite fast as there was no traffic jam and it was smooth driving all the way.

I love all my cousins, uncles, and aunts in malaysia. Plannning to go see all of them again in chinese new year as it is a long holiday next year, can't wait for it hahah.

Merry Christmas!!

Merry christmas everyone!! Hope all of you have a happy new year ahead !
Just now keep thinking about her. Not going to do anything about it ,since school is going to start and I need to concentrate on my studies. But I feel extremely guilty, I mean, she used to like one of my friends, and she was attached with one of my future classmate. Really feel very bad, evrytime I think about it. But I really like her....
Hope I can get over it, I don't want anything to distract me from studies next year.
There is no point being smart if you cant be the best. So Im going to be the BEST, and nothing is going to change it, yet still I can't get you out of my mind..
Why? How long more?
DAMN it!

Christmas eve today, big day. Today going to have christmas dinner with my parents and cousins. Currently packing bags for my trip with my cousins. Seriousely cant wait.
Hope everything goes smoothly, and please, Winston , drive your dads car, your sedan is too small for the four of us. Going to countdown till christmas today and watch WWE till tommorrow morning , not gonna care whatever anyone says, my christmas hahaha.

Happy is just one of the many words to describe my feelings for today. I went to meet Lester to go study. We headed to West Mall to study, but we ended up talking and after about an hour, we completely lost focus. So we went to vivocity because Lester wanted to buy christmas present for his sister. We had lunch there too .
We came back to West Mall after that and we decided to study for about another hour and a half.
Alot of secrets was shared throughout this time and we had a sort of friend "bonding" time. Very enjoyable and joyous time.
Reached home at about 6pm.
Tommorrow is christmas eve , so fast time passes.
"Time waits for no man" , so true....
On the 26th in the morning I will be leaving singapore and will only return on the 29th, so dont get angry if I never reply messages or answer calls, I dont wanna blast my phone bill.
Hmmmm.... I really like you, just dont know how to tell you this, but, I just cant be with you. No matter how much I want to be, I just cant.
I hope you dont ignore me. But I decided that I will keep it a secret . Only one of my true friends know my feelings. I hope noone else will know, or else my reputation will be tarnished permanently..

TIRED!!!

Yesterday too tired to post. This is what happened :
At about 11am I went to work , my cousin follow me to help .
Went to paint a 2-storey bungalow house =.="
The house is like so damn big, the owner still say we need to finish painting that day or else we dont get paid. What a cheap idiot.
He paid us $15 per wall. So my cousin took the second floor and I took the first floor. Luckily the owner already help us move out all the furniture lols.
We painted till 6pm ..=.="
Finally we were done!!
But for all our hard work, we got only paid $120 each..
But nevermine lols. At least the owner happy with his new house color and paintjob =)
After that we went to go eat dinner ( After washing up of course)
I only went home at about 8+ . Then still damn tired..
Note to self :
Never make fun of construction workers again.

Today is a very happy day !! =)
Me and my dad went to buy my christmas present !!
PSP Go.
IT was like damn expensive .. $499 .
Then still must buy prepaid card so that can download games lols . The card cost another $50.
So all in all came up to $549. WOW so expensive..
Thanks dad!
Now finish charging already, so Im downloading games right now. Too bad I dont have enough prepaid cash to buy my favourite game : WWE Smackdown Vs Raw 2010.. Sad
Now downloading God of War : Chains of olympus. Hope its fun!

Just came back from night cycling, damn FUN!!
Cycle the whole night. From East coast cycle to tampines to pasir ris then cycle to changi village.
I saw alot of gays at changi village. Damn funny lols, but cannot comment or laugh at them, later sir scold .
Then whole night , me, nicholas and melvin cycle with each other.
Then I fell on melvin while cycling because somebody suddenly turn, so I turn also then crash into melvin . I lucky got only a few cuts, poor melvin... Got so much bad wounds...
Rest of the night very fun.. Hope can go again sometime..

So boring at home , I just keep blasting music from the computer , then my neighbour knock the door and ask me to turn it off, I just ignored her . lols
Now nobody at home.. Finished watching southpark already, so very boring.
20 more days to school, very scared for next year.. Everyone keep saying that sec 3 is the toughest time of the whole 4years in secondary school. Just keep frightening me....
I never even studied properly during this holiday. Wasted all my time being addicted to computer games ....
Sometimes I really hate myself. So bledy pathetic....
At least the holidays are coming to an end and time is finally catching up...
11 more days to christmas ...
Can't wait to go overseas with my 3 cousins lols.
NO PARENTS, NOBODY TO TELL ME WHAT I CAN OR CANNOT DO!!
That 3days is gonna be great!!!
But after that already must be serious and focused on studies so cannot enjoy for long... sad ..
Miss all my friends, some of them i never even see since the holidays started. Wanna go out with them ... But they all so lazy... Only wanna play computer games.....
I can win an award, The Guy With The Most Boring Life...

Just another lonely day...
As boring as ever. I seriousely can't wait for school to start, just can't wait to see all my friends again.
And most of all, I CANT WAIT TO GROW UP!!!
People say time passes quickly, my opinion?
Time does'nt pass quick enough.
I wanna graduate already, go to poly...
GO FOR NS!!!!
Just can't wait.....
Studied biology this morning after breakfast for about 2hours, then so tired, so took a nap. Studied Additional Maths for another one a half-hours before eating lunch.
I wish time would just pass faster..
Its so DAMN sickening!!!
Wont be around this christmas becauase my cousins wanted to take me to Malaysia.
Can't wait for it!
Another reason for time to pass faster !! LOL!!

I wonder what its gonna be like sometimes...
After i grow up..
Working life...
Just can't wait to find out haha!!
Hope all my friendships will last till that time.
Won't wanna forget anyone from secondary school!!

So far this is the only photo that can describe my feelings. I really want someone to hold and say " I love you " to...
Its so lonely..
I just can't help this feeling, but I know I should be concentrating on my studies right now. So I will try to overcome this feeling and just move on .

My class!! All my best friends are in this photo.. But sadly, I have to say goodbye to most of them since next year most of us are separated. But just wanted to say that even we're separated, we will always be the bestest of friends!!
I wont forget anyone of you, and,I don't think we will ever forget each other, even though we're in different classes.
Maybe one day after we graduate or something, we will look back and see how we were, when we were ine 2E2!!!

Today I went to collect my long pants from the tailor, when i went to try it on, the pants tore at the end lol. I think I got carried away with making it tight.So i ask the tailor whether she can re-sow, she willingly accpeted.
After that, I went to buy my biology assessment books and went to arrange for biology tuition for next year. Played games whole day long until now...

YAY!!! SCHOOL CALLED ME AND OFFERED ME A PLACE IN 3E2 WHERE I 'LL BE TAKING PURE BIOLOGY AND COMBINED PHYSICS AND CHEMISTRY !!! I'M SO HAPPY!! NEXT YEAR , I'LL BE OFFICIALLY GOING TO 3E2 !!
MIRACLES DO HAPPEN!! THANK YOU GOD!!

when we were together , you told me that I was very selfish...
I agree! But now that we're apart for quite some time ,
I have been trying very hard to change...
Just wondering ... How could I have been so stupid...
I had someone so perfect.. and.. I just lost her.
Sometimes, just thinking of you makes me cry. Just missing the times we spent together.
The day you told me you want to break up... I knew it was'nt just your parents forcing you too. I know you wanted to do it... I'm really sorry...
I think I've changed .. Wil you please give me a second chance?
I really need you..

Haizz.... Normally I am too lazy to post, but this post is just to share my miseries with anyone who reads this....
I just found out today that i went into 3E3 next year. That was like my 4th choice.
I saw the results and I almost fainted. I though for sure I would go to triple science, or at least a pure science....
Ended up pushed to combined science. That sucks.
Well, at least I am in the same class as my best buddies from sec one till now .
Darren ,
Melvin ,
Kai zhi and
Lester. Hmph..... My dreams are shattered. Even though parents keep saying that its okay and that I can still study hard and do well in combined science, I really wanted to go to pure science... Bledy school only open up one pure science class..

Haix..
Today had my bio and maths paper2.
Maths and bio easier than expected lol, teachers scared me saying that it was gonna be hard.
Anyway today something happened...
my frens, you all will noe wat happened..

Today is special. Me and her one week alr =D
What a better way to celebrate than to hold her hand?
Lester gave me some tips on how to, and guess wat?
It worked. So happy, cannot describe =D

Wah bledy hell!!
Nvr go school today coz of my dam stomach
Doctor gave me 2 days mc.
So onli friday can go bak school....
FTE english this friday, Mus do well for it.
Dis my aims for exams:

English : A1
Maths : A2
Science(overall) : A1
Rest of subjects dun care.

Today was quite fun!!
Had two free periods den we keep playing.
After school went home wif melvin onli.
Rest of the things dat happened today either confidential or I no mood talk about it .

Today was so boring...
Went to eat lunch 2dae wif my cousin. He ate 3 plates of chicken rice OMG
But anyway I'm dam angry and its not the type of angry I feel when melvin hits me ( Which is like everyday )
I'm angry with two people
1.) That bledy jackass that is with her now.
2.) That bledy bitch sister of hers that caused all this things to happen.
Watch Out idiots
15 of october my exam finishes
I'm gonna get even
Jus watch out!!!
(Btw srry for the vulgarities.. Jus too angry and no other words can express it deeply enuf )

Heyloh everyone =D
I finally found a blogskin that does'nt nid to use the template to post.
Dunnoe whether dis skin suits me or not LOL.
As for Love book...
I'm throwing the book away
Burning it
Bury it
As long as I can forget it, its worth putting effort into getting rid of it
I wish I had'nt met you
You were not wat I tot you were...

Not only did you break your promise,
you also broke my heart.
You are no more the person I once knew,
I would have been better off not knowing you.
Even though you hurt me,
I just want you to know that
I forgive you,
and,
Even though I'll miss you,
I'll learn to let go....

Heyloh people =D !!! So long time I nvr update lols 3months. So I decided I'm gonna update it =D I changed the the blog skin which took like an hour coz I'm still a newbie on making blogs =D

Nothing really much to say though.. All I can say is that I jus lost some1 very near and Dear to me ( nope, its not a relative) and I'm really depressed right now.
So if ure reading dis,
I really love you...
You make me complete...
Without you I am nothing...
Jus a man without his lady...
A loser..
A failure..
I need you...
I want you...
So come bak to me....

Hello People!!! 2dae my post is gonna quite short lols..Coz nth much interesting to tell you guys. Most of the stuff is confidential =D . Anyway guys who have been asking me whether I'm going NCC dis friday.. Answer is maybe. I no mood to go worhx. So sianzz dese few days...Bored like hell. Mus reach lvl 65 by end of holidays in maple... Becoming lifeless sitting at the computer table evryday playing the same game.. Doing the same PQs everytime I on my computer.....Dats all to say for 2dae lols =D GD NIGHT BESTIEs

Hey homies!! I had a fun day 2day!! woke up rly late today.. Played maple for soo long lols. Went out wif my cousin and bought alot of useless stuff dat I dun nid =D
My sis made my mom damn angry until she locked my sis out of the house for about 2hrs.My sis ended up crying at the door. I was laughing at her the whole time lols(So Saddist). At night went out wif my mom to go shopping (AGN) lols.The holidays passing very fast as always lol. The holidays are like alr half over and I have'nt accomplished anything productive in all dis time... But dat doesnt bother me at all haha.In fact I nvr accomplish anything at all even during schooldays. Well Dat ends my post 2dae lols. GD NIGHT HOMIES!!!!

Hey Frens!! Today was a extremely short day lols. I played maple for so long today that i made it through one whole lvl in a day.Of course lifeless darren lvled twice today..But nvm I'm happy I stilled made an accomplishment.I went cycling thrice today..once in the morning, once in the afternoon and once just now. cycling is fun lols...Ezpecially when I'm cycling wif Zhen Xin or other frens.When I came home I found dat my sister hacked my maple acc. Lucky i stopped her be4 she fully hacked it.. So I still have all my godly eqs.My idiotic sister oso go change all the computer settings and now its so annoying using the com. Night cycling was good excersice. I sweated like crazy!! I didnt go NCC 2day coz I had a flu in the morning..So dat answers ur question melvin...GD NITE PEEP's!!!

Today was quite a fun day....Woke up damn late lols and as usual when i woke up ther was no one at home *sad*. Got up, washed my face and turned my computer on. So addicted to maple until get up from bed straight away play lols :D Went out wif my cousin for lunch (by the time I woke up it was alr lunch time). Had fun. came home and played maple agn for another 2hours. Went cycling wif my sis until nw. She got me into soo much trouble. Since I was responsible for her , I have to make sure she is safe. She purposely hide and I was damn worried. tot smething had happened to her. In the end I found her and I made dat girl pay. ( Literally.I made her gimme $80 for @-CASH :D)

Hey guyzzz... srry all my posts were deleted coz i had a bug three times in a day... Thats pathetic..Anyway I'll try to make blog full of posts agn..

Hey guyzz ... srry all my posts are gone. My blog had a bug twice and all the posts were wiped out... I'll post evryday to make its full of posts agn.. SRRY ppl...