Well......
Tired like hell as usual.
Risk bledy hurts because I got into a fight yesterday with someone, not going to say who. He ( or she ) used a photo frame to hit me. like WTF =.=
I only did a tombstone piledriver to him ( or her ) =.=

So today had NCC, barely had a break from school since Sir Khalil need me to help him.
My friends got promoted to corporal today, congrats.
Now I know how it feels to see someone from your platoon getting promoted without you.
Well..... I have a new experience :)

Gotta make sure I get 2nd Seargent, wont be easy, but I can get it.
It involves memorising and revising , Im excellent at that.

Studies been okay...... Need to study more, DEFINITELY.
TIRED.... TIRED.... TIRED....
Sleep early, still cant wake up... =.=

Sir khalil talk talk to me and danial after training until almost 8..
Just finish sending him relevant documents for the PartA camp...
Hope he'll be okay with it..

Nothing else to post...
Good Night bitches :D ( and Bastards )

WTF????!!!!!!!

Why am I always getting sick????
I did'nt come to school for like 3 times this year....
I had high fever since wednesday, then yesterday i fever still stubborn want to go school.
Then, it became worst...
DAM IT Laaa!!
Now so boring at home don't know what to do....

Today actually I did'nt want to post , but they say talking ( or blogging )
Makes you feel better....
Today Had specialist school as usual , finished about 6+ .
Everything was going well and quite good.
Just as I was about to leave Sir ( Don't want to mention names ) asked me to stay behind and he wanted to talk to me.
So I was like .. OK... I did'nt do anything wrong...
So he starts off by saying that like , I can really think and use my brains and its very good and all.
Then he starts saying that, I can only think, I cant execute anything....
And he asks me what do I think my problem was....
I just quiet....
He said , you are blur... You are always not aware of what is happening... You don't have good attitude...
your personality is only average....
Then he starts saying, I'm not saying that you're not a good leader... Youre a very good leader, alot of potential.
But you have to make a great leap to become the top...
Put in more effort.....

I was just thinking....
Since part A I always put in effort in NCC , I always come for trainings.....
I know I'm not perfect, I know maybe I'm not the best....
But since I was Part A, I was always waiting for a chance to show all of you that I'm capable of being a good leader.
After three years I finally got to become to 2IC for the Part A camp, and when he said , He'll be deciding whther I should continue being the 2IC this friday, I felt like crying .... SERIOUSELY...... Thank you friends, comforting me...
Maybe you guys think I have a great personality and I'm a good person.
But he's the Sir , and what he says go... Right or Wrong.....
Yes I know I'm blur, I did'nt ask to be blur okay?
I did not just give up...
I always put in effort and tried my best....
I respect your decision and I take what you say to be a learning point for me...
But its just very disheartening and saddening for me...
If only you knew how much effort I put in , just for NCC.
Well.... Theres nothing I can do... If I'm meant to be the 2IC , then I will be...
If I'm not then... Maybe there's a reason...
Whatever the case, I will TRY MY BEST THIS FRIDAY....
BECAUSE......... I am Nat
I am not a blur boy
I am a good leader
I am a good student
I AM A GOOD PERSON

Life has been very exciting for me recently.
Alot of good things happened :)
I have been studying and revising Additional Maths with my dad this weekend.
I am proud to say that , I can most of the questions in the textbook for Surds, Indices and Logarithms, and also the Alpha and Beta chapter ( Cant remember whats the name of that topic, lols )
Also, I found out that I would be the 2IC for the Part A NCC camp this june.
Haiqal is OIC.
Melvin will be one of the logistics member, Kian Tiong will be PC of one the platoons and Chris is one of the APCs.
I just finished sending Sir Khalil some of the necessary stuff for the Part A camp.
So Im hoping to get a positive response from him.

Well, nobodies life is perfect , so when good stuff happens, there is also bound to be bad stuff going to happen.
Two days ago my phone suddenly spoiled. Like WTH! All of the sudden =.="
However I went to the shop near my house to repair it. Costed $60 .
Wasted ......
But anyway, my phone is okay already, and I'm happy once again :)

I am really happy to say that my life is close to becoming perfect already, LOLS . ( Show-off haha.)

Till I collapse I’m spilling these raps long as you feel em
Till the day that I drop you'll never say that I'm not killing them
Cause when I am not then I am stop pinning them
And I am not hip-hop and I’m just not Eminem.

Till the roof comes off, till the lights go out
Till my legs give out, can’t shut my mouth.
Till the smoke clears out - am I high? Perhaps
I'ma rip this shit till my bone collapse.
Till the roof comes off, till the lights go out
Till my legs give out, can’t shut my mouth.
Till the smoke clears out and my high burn out
I'ma rip this shit till my bone collapse.

Very sick today. I did'nt go school today.
Later going to go see doctor and take MC.
At least can finish doing all the holiday homework that I have have'nt done yet.
Currently just fb-ing and messaging with best Friend. For all my closests friends, you should know who. Just very boring here... alone at home...
Now have'nt even bathe yet, just woke up and started using the computer.
Nothing much else to say...

Back from part B camp.
It was quite okay. Except for the fact that some of the Part Bs just won't listen and treat you badly and take advantage of you just because you treat them nicely.
But there were some good guys too though.
The part Ds screwed up alot in this camp causing alot of the things that they planned to do to be delayed.
This also gave more work for us Part Cs.
Stressful camp finally over.
Can finally rest a little.
Very tired so this the end of post.

A very tiring week just passed. I must say I'm very disapointed at the same time very happy.
Disapointed because I just seen all my CA1 results.
English not too sure...
Elementary maths, A1
Additional Maths, C5..........
Combined Science(Physics/Chem), B3........
Biology...C6....
Rest all don't quite know.
But its very sad. My biology supposed to be very good..
Nevermine...
I will work hard for the term ahead and ace my mid-year exams..
I Swear!!!

Nest week going to be very tiring as well.
Next weddnesday to friday going to have secondary three camp.
Then straight after that, going to have NCC part B camp from saturday to the following monday..
Not really very sure if I can handle it, but I will have my best buddies, Lester, Danial Israwi, Kian Tiong, Aidil and Jazli.
Hope it turns out well!! =)