Feeling sick for the past week, finally it blew today.
Could'nt even wake up. Went to see doctor, he said I had a severe sore throat and a high fever. What a spoiler. Now only feeling a little bit better.
Stuck at home bored, nothing to do but just watch tv and play computer games.
Cant even bledy eat proper food, must eat soup and noodles only... =.="
I hate it ...
Some more school gonna start, I can't miss the first day of school.

Back to Singapore......

AHH!! Why must come back?!
Had so much fun with my cousins and uncles, I can say that this is the best christmas ever. This is what happened :

DAY 1 :

Eldest cousin drove me and my other two cousins to malaysia in the morning.
Reached the hotel at about 12pm, then we checked in, immediately went for swimming after that lols. Uncle Joe called my eldest cousin , then we met them at their hotel. We stayed in Hotel Equatorial , they stayed in Mahkota hotel. Major Difference.
After meeting all my malaysian uncles, aunties and cousins( There was about 20 of them) ,we headed out to eat dinner. After dinner we parted ways and went back to the hotel and slept.

DAY 2 :

Woke up early to go to church. Met Uncle Willie and Auntie Delingo at church, went to eat lunch after that at some coffee shop, food sucks ..
Met Uncle Joe and the rest , talked for awhile and parted ways. Went to the gym with cousins after that, sweated like hell lols, but good excersise. Later on we met Uncle willie, Uncle Joe and the rest to go eat dinner at the portuguese settlement, the houses there was so beautiful, they used neon lights and scaffolded figures to decorate their houses for christmas , damn nice.
Food was also damn nice. After dinner , went to chit chat with Ashwyn and Pareen ( my cousins from malaysia ) , around the beach , they were talking to me about their problems, some of it was really sad.... It seems they got like 9 A's in their Final year exams, yet they did not get into a good college all just because of the bumiputera policy in malaysia, which states that all malays in malaysia gets the upperhand and an advantage even if they do not do well in exams, or any other things like: buying houses( they get subsidee from government) , Getting jobs , and etc..
Very sad....

DAY 3 :

Woke up late, straight away hit the showers and ate breakfast with my cousins and uncles. We went home early as my cousins needed to go to the army camps the next day to get to work. So we said our final goodbyes and hit the roads.
Reached home at 2pm , quite fast as there was no traffic jam and it was smooth driving all the way.

I love all my cousins, uncles, and aunts in malaysia. Plannning to go see all of them again in chinese new year as it is a long holiday next year, can't wait for it hahah.

Merry Christmas!!

Merry christmas everyone!! Hope all of you have a happy new year ahead !
Just now keep thinking about her. Not going to do anything about it ,since school is going to start and I need to concentrate on my studies. But I feel extremely guilty, I mean, she used to like one of my friends, and she was attached with one of my future classmate. Really feel very bad, evrytime I think about it. But I really like her....
Hope I can get over it, I don't want anything to distract me from studies next year.
There is no point being smart if you cant be the best. So Im going to be the BEST, and nothing is going to change it, yet still I can't get you out of my mind..
Why? How long more?
DAMN it!

Christmas eve today, big day. Today going to have christmas dinner with my parents and cousins. Currently packing bags for my trip with my cousins. Seriousely cant wait.
Hope everything goes smoothly, and please, Winston , drive your dads car, your sedan is too small for the four of us. Going to countdown till christmas today and watch WWE till tommorrow morning , not gonna care whatever anyone says, my christmas hahaha.

Happy is just one of the many words to describe my feelings for today. I went to meet Lester to go study. We headed to West Mall to study, but we ended up talking and after about an hour, we completely lost focus. So we went to vivocity because Lester wanted to buy christmas present for his sister. We had lunch there too .
We came back to West Mall after that and we decided to study for about another hour and a half.
Alot of secrets was shared throughout this time and we had a sort of friend "bonding" time. Very enjoyable and joyous time.
Reached home at about 6pm.
Tommorrow is christmas eve , so fast time passes.
"Time waits for no man" , so true....
On the 26th in the morning I will be leaving singapore and will only return on the 29th, so dont get angry if I never reply messages or answer calls, I dont wanna blast my phone bill.
Hmmmm.... I really like you, just dont know how to tell you this, but, I just cant be with you. No matter how much I want to be, I just cant.
I hope you dont ignore me. But I decided that I will keep it a secret . Only one of my true friends know my feelings. I hope noone else will know, or else my reputation will be tarnished permanently..

TIRED!!!

Yesterday too tired to post. This is what happened :
At about 11am I went to work , my cousin follow me to help .
Went to paint a 2-storey bungalow house =.="
The house is like so damn big, the owner still say we need to finish painting that day or else we dont get paid. What a cheap idiot.
He paid us $15 per wall. So my cousin took the second floor and I took the first floor. Luckily the owner already help us move out all the furniture lols.
We painted till 6pm ..=.="
Finally we were done!!
But for all our hard work, we got only paid $120 each..
But nevermine lols. At least the owner happy with his new house color and paintjob =)
After that we went to go eat dinner ( After washing up of course)
I only went home at about 8+ . Then still damn tired..
Note to self :
Never make fun of construction workers again.

Today is a very happy day !! =)
Me and my dad went to buy my christmas present !!
PSP Go.
IT was like damn expensive .. $499 .
Then still must buy prepaid card so that can download games lols . The card cost another $50.
So all in all came up to $549. WOW so expensive..
Thanks dad!
Now finish charging already, so Im downloading games right now. Too bad I dont have enough prepaid cash to buy my favourite game : WWE Smackdown Vs Raw 2010.. Sad
Now downloading God of War : Chains of olympus. Hope its fun!

Just came back from night cycling, damn FUN!!
Cycle the whole night. From East coast cycle to tampines to pasir ris then cycle to changi village.
I saw alot of gays at changi village. Damn funny lols, but cannot comment or laugh at them, later sir scold .
Then whole night , me, nicholas and melvin cycle with each other.
Then I fell on melvin while cycling because somebody suddenly turn, so I turn also then crash into melvin . I lucky got only a few cuts, poor melvin... Got so much bad wounds...
Rest of the night very fun.. Hope can go again sometime..

So boring at home , I just keep blasting music from the computer , then my neighbour knock the door and ask me to turn it off, I just ignored her . lols
Now nobody at home.. Finished watching southpark already, so very boring.
20 more days to school, very scared for next year.. Everyone keep saying that sec 3 is the toughest time of the whole 4years in secondary school. Just keep frightening me....
I never even studied properly during this holiday. Wasted all my time being addicted to computer games ....
Sometimes I really hate myself. So bledy pathetic....
At least the holidays are coming to an end and time is finally catching up...
11 more days to christmas ...
Can't wait to go overseas with my 3 cousins lols.
NO PARENTS, NOBODY TO TELL ME WHAT I CAN OR CANNOT DO!!
That 3days is gonna be great!!!
But after that already must be serious and focused on studies so cannot enjoy for long... sad ..
Miss all my friends, some of them i never even see since the holidays started. Wanna go out with them ... But they all so lazy... Only wanna play computer games.....
I can win an award, The Guy With The Most Boring Life...

Just another lonely day...
As boring as ever. I seriousely can't wait for school to start, just can't wait to see all my friends again.
And most of all, I CANT WAIT TO GROW UP!!!
People say time passes quickly, my opinion?
Time does'nt pass quick enough.
I wanna graduate already, go to poly...
GO FOR NS!!!!
Just can't wait.....
Studied biology this morning after breakfast for about 2hours, then so tired, so took a nap. Studied Additional Maths for another one a half-hours before eating lunch.
I wish time would just pass faster..
Its so DAMN sickening!!!
Wont be around this christmas becauase my cousins wanted to take me to Malaysia.
Can't wait for it!
Another reason for time to pass faster !! LOL!!

I wonder what its gonna be like sometimes...
After i grow up..
Working life...
Just can't wait to find out haha!!
Hope all my friendships will last till that time.
Won't wanna forget anyone from secondary school!!

So far this is the only photo that can describe my feelings. I really want someone to hold and say " I love you " to...
Its so lonely..
I just can't help this feeling, but I know I should be concentrating on my studies right now. So I will try to overcome this feeling and just move on .